along came a sTaRFisH...

sore throat. will not go to work tonight.


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kiffie (another callback agent) resigned tuesday last week. she is going abroad. another casualty after nona. sigh, now it makes me think what am i still doing in this company? i guess i just cant let go of the workplace.

no matter how toxic my work is, i still have the pleasure of surfing the net even if i drain my brains out looking for proxy servers and stuff. still, i was able to sustain my daily netsurfing needs. i also enjoy the company of a few people here on the floor, except for the new batch. i just dont like them, their lack of product knowledge give us callbacks a hard time pacifying rude and demanding customers.

on a lighter side,happy feet's birthday is on april 20 and my tomoroku's planning to have an outing on the 19th to celebrate the event. of course i will go otherwise im a dead fish.if i have the budget, i might give him a little something just like what he did last year on my birthday.

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believe it or not, i was actually with mhkye last sunday. we were at megamall that time taking pictures of the cosplay participants at ozine 2008, an anime convention held at the megatrade hall. i also showed support for nona who took part on the battle of the bands singing japanese songs i myself dont undertand but greatly appreciates. it was a great time actually.

STRIKE...

Various transportation groups protesting against the “negligence and lack of political will” to implement a single ticketing system for traffic violations have scheduled a transport strike in Metro Manila tomorrow, March 11.
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so today is march 11. and as a result, walang masakyan. kanina while on break, medyo smooth ang daloy ng traffic, eh konti lang kasi sasakyan eh. no choice ata ako at magtataxi ako maya pauwi. lintek! gastos na naman.

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hindi na naman ako gumimik last saturday. another himala. but ill be partying ulit this coming saturday. club GOVERNMENT's closing party before renovation.
excited daw si boyet, first time nya eh.



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my dream vacation is 10 days away... pero di ko pa sure kung pano aayusin ang sked ko sa work... di ko pde ma-miss ang SAGADA.

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( Sé Que Estamos Frescos, Mi Hermano )

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himala, hindi ako gumimik last sat.

a tragedy happened in palawan 2 disco bar last saturday. a friend of mine, JAYPEE who went there with other friends told me that a gay guy collapsed while on the dance floor. someone took advantage of the situation and robbed the poor guy. he was rushed to the hospital by some concerned citizen, unfortunately, he did not make it. i feel so sorry for the guy. life is really short. sana makarma yung magnanakaw.

the new phone is a pain in the ass. had to buy memory card and it cost me 500 Php for 1 gigabyte. yung full story ng biglaan kung pagpapalit ng cellphone, yoko na ikwento. maybe next entry. its fucking hot here in the office, ang hina ng airconditioning at system down pa kanina. hay, buhay. buti na lang mdejo ok na ko. kahit papano.

sunday, we were at punchline with some officemates. la lang. di ako masyado nag-enjoy sa mga skit except for vice ganda's lola dance. lol

bored to death
sad like a mad man

finally found the song that currently describe my feelings...




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my sister took me by surprise last night, she bought an n92 phone for me. bayad utang daw. still dont know what to do with it. sabi ko kasi, im not yet ready for a new phone. i still love my old one.

tsk.. bahala na.

from indierawk

Type your answers in Google Images and pick an image off the first page...

[1] The age you will be on your next birthday:



[2] A place to which you’d like to travel:



[3] Your favorite place:



[4] Your favorite object:



[5] Your favorite food:



[6] Your favorite animal:



( indulge... )

YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOU WANT, IM NOT WALKING OUT...
IM NOT GONNA LEAVE YOU, THERE'S NO WAY I WILL
AND I AM TELLING YOU.... IM NOT GOIN...

im so gaga over the manga...




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new team, new faces, same old shit. but im used to it...

on the brighter side, calling hours was removed from the stack ranking criteria. but our Account Manager told us that we still need to take in calls (even if its not 1-2 hours) for quality monitoring. Less stress for us but, it would mean more productivity. We still need to meet the 30 close cases per day quota.

sigh... i still cant believe im surviving. its a good thing that im in the company of fun people. the call back team it is.

( the call backers... )

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kuya ko, finally i had the courage to tell you last saturday. i managed to tell you everything (thanks to some shots of mindoro sling). i knew you would notice it earlier and you are right. i somehow changed after that incident. i stopped teasing you, playing around like a child, joking around and stuff. i love you big bro, i just do. no one is to blame and you dont have to keep your distance.

sana totoo yung sinabi mo. you will always be my big brother.

yipee! i managed to grab some pics from toma's honey and clover live action series. i selected the best pictures from the archive and managed to post them here. enough reason for me to pull myself together.



workwise, im having constant headaches with my address validation callback handling. i mean, it really knocks my brains out. i had to carefully review each case and keep track of the letters or labels that was returned to our backoffice and call customers for verification. good thing i can surf some stuff along the way.

yesterday, we had breakfast at northpark with some fellows from the callback team and mind you, it was really fulfilling. i would like to have some of that soup again. 9or masyado lang akong gutom kaya ako nasarapan sa sabaw?). anyways, aside from that heavy breakfast, we fooled around taking pictures here and there. it was also our last breakfast with dear nona,shadowscythe68 since it was her last day.sigh...

( North Park Pics )

2 days to go until my weekly off. cant wait for saturday.

1.shadowscythe68

Kelly: Bi-atch! Kahit di mo ipakita. Alam kong nalulungkot ka. And you’ll think na iniwan ka na naman. No dear, di kita iiwan. Malayo man ako, I’ll still be here for you. Take care of yourself, love. And take care of your heart. Di yan indestructible and napapagod din yan. Love yourself first. It’s always better to be a bitch than to be a rag. Si geoff, matagal na nating alam na ganyan sya so accept mo na lang. If he gets to your nerves, pasuin mo. hahaha… seriously, love him. He’s a good and a loyal friend. Di nga lang honest.

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nope.i wont be posting any sad entry for a friend. i already accepted the fact that she transferred to a different account. i just have to deal with it.
ang bilis lang talaga dahil buong akala ng team, next week pa sya aalis but it was announced earlier.kaya ayun.

moving forward i guess, and i know tama naman ang naging desisyon nya eh.

2. KIAN.

what can i say, he's still in Japan. and he said that he'll be going home next month. cant wait to see him. this guy really drove me insane last year. but i wont anymore be putting some details into writing. hehe. what a guy!



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3. KENJIE...

i miss taking him to the vet, taking him sa grooming station, playing with him and looking closely as he sleep on my lap. sigh... kilala pa kaya nya ko?

( my conversation with my beloved kuya )

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lately, ive been feeling so down and i am so glued to listening to this song...

Went to gateway last Saturday. Fun Fun Fun. I was drunk. I, again made out, with someone I treat as my kuya. Im not sure but I really like getting cuddly with him coz i feel I little secured. But that's just it. I dont want to spoil something so sweet that only happens when both of us are drunk.

Been sleeping all Sunday so after 12 hours of sleep, I went to the gym to work out (it was already monday morning). Cleaned my room and changed the sheets. All in all I made myself productive. And before going back to work. Ji and I watched a movie.

What can I say... Sweeney Todd is a nice movie. Johnny, what can I say, you have a good voice. I love Helena as well.Excellent work Mr. Burton. Yoko muna makakita ng pang-ahit. It still gives me the creeps.



Found this lyrics online, to yung fave part ko sa movie. when Mrs. Lovette and Mr. Todd is brainstorming about what to do with their victims... have a little priest! ( i bet twisted_tomato will also agree that this part of the movie is funny)

( Get Have A Little Priest )

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been exchanging text messages with a guy. and now he's constantly giving me text kisses...we are planning to meet before jownie's birthday (feb 2.)

re-organization on going. the callback team will be having some changes. 3 agents will be gone soon. damn, it really breaks my heart to see other people leave. especially when one of them is close to you.

i hate you shadowscythe68. nyaha. what am i gonna do now huh? leaving me with geoffy. just kidding. you know how much i love you. just make sure that you wont forget me otherwise i will go to commonwealth and tell everyone how bitchy you are. this is not goodbye. isipin ko na lang na umalis ka lang sandali para maghanap ng boys. hehe...argg, nakit kasi biglaan ang desisyon mo beks!

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anyways, matagal pa naman ang date ng pag-alis nila. and the elders already have 3 additional agents assigned to take their places. as for me, wla pa din akong scan, sira pa din ang system ko kaya medyo petiks muna.

im currently on auto-in. nabura daw ang recordings ko as per quality so i need to take 2 to 3 calls for monitoring. better behave...

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1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
my co-agent

2. What were you doing at 0800?
Sleeping...

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Smoking...

4. What happened to you in 2006?
Cant even remember. Oh, I was actually going gaga over my crush. I was in college then, doing thesis work.

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
PUKENAM!

6. How many beverages did you have today?
a pepsi max and pineapple juice

7. What color is your hairbrush?
green

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
PHP50 pesos for my lunch

9. Where were you last night?
Office.

10. What color is your front door?
Brown

11. Where do you keep your change?
In my pocket.

12. What’s the weather like today?
Sunny sunny sunny...

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
Strawberry

14. What excites you?
Payday!

15. Do you want to cut your hair?
As of now, no plans.

16. Are you over the age of 25?,
Nai.

17. Do you talk a lot?
A huh.

18. Do you watch the O.C.?
Nope

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
Nope

20. Do you make up your own words?
How about "universal kembot"?

21. Are you a jealous person?
I dont think so...

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.
Art

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
Kizu

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
My sister

25. What does the last text message you received say?
"The say I look good...I say I taste even better"...yun yun eh!

26. Do you chew on your straw?
Nope

27. Do you have curly hair?
Nope.

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
Richmonde Hotel. Gym Mode.

29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
Cant think of one as of the moment...

30. What was the last thing you ate?
Ginisang Sayote with ground pork, 2 cups of rice.

31. Will you get married in the future?
Next question please...

32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
None.

33. Is there anyone you like right now?
None.

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
A year ago maybe...

35. Are you currently depressed?
Slight.

36. Did you cry today?
Nope

37. Why did you answer and post this?
Why not?

38. 5 people you tag next?
Anyone.

sunday was my weekly off. after shift, geoff and cha-cha and yours trully went to greenbelt 5 just to see the new establishment. i had no cash that day, which was a good thing. after 2 hours of going around we decided to call the day.and i cant believe i spent the whole day sleeping. i was too lazy to get up i wasnt able to eat properly. wahh.. i need to stop this habit of oversleeping or else or else, id be back to being the scrawny old queer i was. hay...

so monday came and i decided to start the day right. woke up at 10am, had breakfast and went to my sister's house to update my ipod. finally was able to upload rihanna's dont stop the music. kenjie, my doggie had another puppy cut. poor dog, but i love him still.

after lunch i went back home to find out that my brother, without my permission took my portable dvd player from my room. So i went to their room to ask him to return it, only to get a bad news. Its not reading any disc, he said he tried all, original and pirated ones. It says wrong disc all the time. I did not say any word. I just took the unit from him and went down stairs. checked it myself and he's right, the unit is screwed. wonder if a lens cleaner will do the trick.

man, i really dont want to be rude but,this is one thing why i dont want to let my brothers or sisters borrow stuff. kapag nasira, di naman nila inaako. but the part i really hate is them breaking into my room and getting things without any permission. katulad nyan, 1 month pa lang, sira na yung gf (gadget friend) ko. amff....

f@ck, i said i will start the new year right pero sila mga pasaway.

at 7pm i took a bath, dressed up and went to gateway to meet ken aka astroboi09. he said he already have a new job now. he's still the same guy i knew. lively, had lots of stories to tell and all. we actually spent the whole night talking about work, guys and stuff. and it was fun. na miss ko sya in fairness.

back here at work, sira pa din ang SCAN ko. na revoke ang password kaya di ako makapagtrabaho ng husto. petiks in some way but geeze, kamusta naman ang productivity ko diba.

sigh...

GOD, HOW I WISH ITS PAY DAY! +___^

2007 was a memorable year for me.The memories were indeed life-changing and I can say that it was really the year when I finally decided to embrace the people around me

I was a struggling product support agent way back in JANUARY. I actually planned of moving out because I was having difficulties sleeping at daytime but my sister resented the idea. She doesn’t want me to go so I followed her advised instead.

In FERUARY, I got a long pretty well with a teammate named Francis. We smoked pot, had drinking sessions till we were “dead bangus and became subjects of office rumors ( they actually thought that we were lovers). He then resigned due to personal matters and up to now, he still owe me that Php 300 worth of weed.

( more,more )

what can i say, it's been a rough year.

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Manic Depressive You have extreme cycles of highs and lows. Sometimes you feel like you don't know who you are. One week you could be very hyper and happy and the next week you are slow and depressed.
Paranoia
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
What mental disorder do you have?

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2 days before going back to work...

happy holidays lj and to all... merry christmas

i just wanted to post an entry here to say how happy i was last dec 25. though its tiring, me and my friends wnet to global fun carnival. geeze the ranger was a total blast and i totally freaked out. the best! too baD, mabs was not with us bec she was with her family that day. but it was fun. the only depressing part was eating. our christmas dinner wasnt that extra-special at all but all in all it was a great night.

and before i go. i just want to share this video. Mariah Carey's legendary whistle register in the classic christmas song Oh holy night...

NAMES GALORE...

YOUR ROCK STAR NAME:(first pet and current street name)
> NALA PRIVATE ( sounds too girly for a rockstar...)

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME:
(grandmother/grandfather on your dad's side, your favorite candy)
>ALBERTO CLORETS (?!)

3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial of first name, first two or three letters of your middle name)
>M. LAD (another ?!)

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color,favorite insect)
> BLACK BUTTERFLY ( sounds like a gay bar's name..hehe)

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (favorite grandmother's/grandfather's name, city where you were born)
> JOSEFA MANILA (tunog kalye..hehe)

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name,first 2
letters of middlename and first 3 letters of the town you grew up in.)
>RJAMIHUL (sounds so bombay...hehe)

7. TERRORIST NAME: (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's name spelled backwards)
> OALSIDAL EISOJ (hehe,tunog terorista nga!)

8. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favorite color, favorite drink)
> THE GREEN GATORADE (panget!)

( Random Facts )

something i just felt like posting before leaving the office...

Your results:
You are Mystique

Mystique 70% Venom 68% Two-Face 62% Dark Phoenix 61% Poison Ivy 59% Catwoman 58% Magneto 54% Apocalypse 54% The Joker 50% Juggernaut 50% Dr. Doom 50% Green Goblin 50% Riddler 48% Mr. Freeze 40% Lex Luthor 38% Kingpin 38%

Sometimes motherly, sometimes a beautiful companion, but most of the time a deceiving vixen.

Click here to take the "Which Super Villain are you?" quiz...


ciao for now...gym mode comes next...

workload's becoming heavier and heavier. i was actually updating 4 trackers for the past 3 days and its a good thing i already finished 1 which would actually be checked by our clients at the end of the week. and they call me address verification poc on the floor these days. its really funny how i evolved from an irrate and totally stressed agent to a careful process follower callback speacialist. hay.... papayat na naman ako nito.

i was late for work for 30 minutes. sabi ko di na ko male-late dahil closing na ang sked pero eto pa din ako, pasaway. but i promised ama (jasper, our assistant manager) never to be late again or else i will give up my homosexuality. he just gave me a good laugh.

gym after work, di kasi kumpleto week ko eh...

( and sana lang may improvement diba! )

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so after my mini-pictorial. i dozed off for 3 hours and woke up with an aching tummy. they prepared a sumptuos meal which made me eat like a hungry bear. it was actually my first time eating tilapia na isang dangkal ang laki. yumm. we then had tequila drinking section with some folks from tier 2 9 mostly consist of lesbian couples) and medyo enjoy naman kesa tumungaga kami magdamag.

drinking session with the tivolees... +____^



i was so drunk i slept at the sofa and geoffy had to wake me up para lang bumalik sa villa namin. woke up at 10:30 am, took a shower and at 12 noon dumating na ang sundo. spent 2 hours at duty free before going home pero di naman ako namili. tinamad ako i guess.

( more pics )

drooling...oh my, Uno by Muse Video's f*ckin orgasmic, cant get it off my mind...

i was on leave for 2 days (thursday and friday night shift) and now im at the office. we are actually waiting for the van that will take us to pampanga for our teambuilding. destination, fontana. i dont know what to expect, i havent been there and i hope it'll be a blast.

still dont know where nona, aka shadowscythe68 is, she should be here by now. other wise, sasakay sya sa gulong papuntang pampanga. i also heard that she went awol last friday. hay pasaway talaga sya. and i love her for that. lol...

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i can say that my 2 days leave was worth it. i actually spent 20 hours sleeping, went to the gym, shopping and had coffee with ji aka twisted_tomato. it was the usual, talks, catching up and surfing the net up to 4 in the morning. actually, i spent the last hour uploading pics to my friendster, g4m ( pics where i am a red head, lovely) and customizing my multiply account and adding contacts along the way. still cant figure out how to add background music though.

i actually told her my plan for dec 28-31. it was actually a thought that came to me last week and i initially plan of doing it all by myself. the plan, a 3 day baguio or sagada expedition, all by myself. i just thought of sharing the idea to her and if she want to come a long, itll be more fun. but she said that she needs to check on her sched and allowance first.

could i really do it? i mean, going on a trip alone. there are lots of what if's arising but i still dont have a firm decision. sana lang ma-approve yung filed leave na yun. kung hindi, ill be mad as bellatrix cursing workforce again.

earlier this morning, i checked out all the stuff i bought. i mean dvd's. got 2 seasons of heroes, a collection of korean comedy films that includes, my sassy girl and 200 pounds of beauty. and would you believe it, hana kimi japan. it was really a knock off for 150 Php. 4 discs. i actually haggled like a poor child to make the price down to 150 instead of 200. buti na lang uto uto si ate.lol. my bargaining power prevailed.

i just actually spent the 3 hours at home killing time before heading to the office for this fontana rendezvous. and now im starting to feel sleepy.

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30 minutes to go, and we are out of here... pampanga, here i come!

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ken aka astroboi09, if you happen to read this, sorry i wasnt able to reply to your g4m message, i was in a hurry then and my proxy is acting weird, cant access messages. i was trying to contact ann but i got no reply. well, i damn miss that angel. we really should get together sometime... ciao buddy.